Oh so long ago our paths ran into each others online, we chatted from time to time ND you became my friend. After a while I started to feel things in my heart that I have never felt before. I started to care about you more than I thought it was possible to care about someone . You never said that you cared for me, but sometimes I just do not know. Would you even care If I disappeared Into nothing? The entire time that we were getting to know each other I’ve asked you time and time again to Please be honest with me even If It hurts me, I still need that from you.
I know that you have your life there Just as I have my life here, and our lives keep us us with our daily responsibilities, but when days pass and I do not hear from you my heart begins to ache and my eyes begin to fill up with tears once again. Sometimes I check my email just to see if I hear from you. I know that there were no promises made to me but if you truly care about me lease remember that I need to be reminded often. Loving someone with some much to over come , between Is never easy to begin with, insecurities can become even more intense without knowing or hearing that you care each day.
I will never ask you to be anyone but yourself, you are the one I have grown to love. But I do ask you to be honest with me even If It hurts Once again I am getting ready to climb Into my bed, Just wishing and dreaming that you were here with me, even if it can only be a short while. Do you ever wish that also or am I living in a silly fantasy world? For now I will tuck my hopes and dreams in my heart for the night. If knew for sure how you felt I would know If I should back off or get closer.